Currently listening to:
Your Ghost
Greg Laswell
Fallen back into the glum mood. It's easier back home, around the family, around friends, smothered under memories. I want to leave home and the mood, but it happens to also be the way I reconnect with who I am - no veneer.
I find it interesting that I stay awake as long as I do when I think so longingly and lovingly about dreams and all they have to offer. An eight hour escape from reality is amazing, especially for free since most other escapes come after a cost. I suppose a natural fear is the duality of dreams and nightmares and how unpredictable and interchangeable they are. Nightmares are escapes as well but I like to pride myself on never having a bad trip. Not all nightmares are bad either, I suppose.
Mainly the fear is of not having a return: of burning out the unconscious and never dreaming again. I'll have to think about that.
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