Currently listening to:
Casiotone for the Painfully Alone
I just found this band today. They have some of the saddest songs I've heard in a while. The repetitive melody and strained vocals really fit the mood. I've been feeling strange this weekend. Last night I drank with friends and we smoked and I felt happy and a sense of well-being, then people went on their own way for the weekend and I couldn't go camping like I'd planned because the weather became colder and threatened to snow, as it always does when there is time to do something other than school.
I dream the long meaningful dreams I have these days and wake up groggy like the characters in movies when life isn't going their way, only I don't smoke a cigarette and rub my slightly unshaven face.
I have homework to do and a test to prepare for, yet I don't want to do these things. I didn't pass my second phone interview and am more uncertain about whether I'll have something meaningful to do this summer. Everything feels so fragile right now and I may just blow away. These are times for becoming stone and watching one scene for a long stretch of time.
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