Speed

I've been told I'm a slow person, I do things in my own time. The way I do things is about personal process instead of being goal-oriented. That is why I become sedentary or move aimlessly only to end up at some impulsive end.
Recently I was in a hurry to catch a bus because I knew the next one would be crowded with people just out of class. I didn't run, but I sprinted (one level above power walking). That day was a cold one so maybe that's why I felt so out of breath, my lungs were chilled. I think I could also be out of shape, despite being unable to gain weight. It occurred to me that my behavior and mindset may be causing me to become adapted to a slower way of life, and all along I thought I could run or do whatever at a moments notice. It's good to know one's capabilities; if I'm ever chased it might be a good idea to simply take a stand rather than become futilely tired. Or maybe mine and Jeska's future walking-for-exercise regiment will fix me.